whirlwind...

well, over two months later and I'm finally entering another post in this blog! good grief! :)

I proposed on July 21 at 5:30(ish) in Wash Park on our bench. And ever since we've been planning and coordinating! :) But this is not a place to recount the events, rather I want to record my feelings.

Last night you had another tough night of anxiousness after group. It is never easy to hear you say how much anxiety you have. But it is real. I love that you trust me enough to tell me.

After I saw you this morning, I've just been thinking about how much I care for you. How much I desire you. I sent you a text message this afternoon after a bit of an arrosing time I was having. Yes, I was thinking about sex with you! :) Actually, I was thinking more about just having that complete freedom to dance and touch and laugh with each other and tease each other and pleasure each other and all that is part of that.

I was looking at hotels for our first night together and that kind of got me excited also. I've narrowed it down to two that have jacuzzi tubs! fun.

You move me.